Confessions Of A Diagnosed Sociopath — Her Fascinating Yet Disturbing Passions
It would absolutely disgust the rest of us.
Daphnie
- Published in Interesting
We've all probably wondered what a sociopath likes to do and truly what makes them different from the rest of us, but it turns out that we don't have to wonder that anymore after this girl outed herself. Per usual, TikTok has done it again by teaching us things that we otherwise wouldn't ever know.
How many of you really know a sociopath in real life? Not many of us can say this, but the power of social media is that we get the inside scoop on people's lives all the time.
We're going to take a look at what this TikToker had to say about herself as she claims that she's a diagnosed sociopath. Now, it's important to know that you can believe everything that you read on the internet, but it's still interesting to hear what she has to say.
She goes on TikTok and tells us about what exactly it's like to be a sociopath and gives us some things that she enjoys doing that we would all probably find disgusting unless you're a sociopath, too.
So, if you're interested in taking a look at what she had to say, then keep on reading as we dive in and give you a look at what she had to say in case you missed her video on social media.
The TikToker claims to be diagnosed as a sociopath and gives us some insight into her life.
It's said that you can't exactly be diagnosed with sociopathy exactly, but if you exhibit enough traits, then you could be diagnosed with antisocial personality disorder. This TikTok said that she had been professionally diagnosed with ASPD and narcissistic personality disorder, and she refers to herself as a narcissistic sociopath.
She uses her social media to give us insight into what it's like living with this condition. Psychopathy is defined as a neuropsychiatric disorder marked by deficient emotional responses, lack of empathy, and poor behavioral controls, commonly resulting in persistent antisocial deviance and criminal behavior.
TikTok/ @dammitdeltaDelta posted a video that explains when she realized that many people don't like feeling emotions like rage and hate.
"I knew some people didn't like those emotions," she said. "But I genuinely did not know that most people don't enjoy feeling those things."
When she realized that this wasn't normal, that's when she started looking into the reason why she enjoyed it. "For me, my ASPD blocks out and blunts a lot of my emotions. I lack specific emotions like empathy and remorse and a lot of my other emotions are pretty dull," she said.
"That being said, I think that I enjoy emotions like being full of hate and being full of rage because they're intense, they feel real. A lot of my other emotions are very quick passing or very dull and don't necessarily feel real. They're more superficial," she continues.
"It's stimulating and brings me a sense of enjoyment, whereas typically, I just feel like an empty void."
TikTok/ @dammitdeltaHere is her video where she explains more of the emotions that she enjoys feeling that we might not agree with.
She states that she never realized how much her liking these emotions has pushed her to act out and even seek fights with people to feel something. She says that the emotion feel feels most intensely is anger.
"I like the power behind emotions like hate, so whereas for most people, hate and anger seem to be something that causes them distress, that doesn't feel good to them, those emotions feel good to me. I like feeling them and I seek them," she says.
This is actually very interesting, and it might be a huge part of why certain people act the way they do. It is important to pay attention to what you enjoy, what you feel, and what you seek out to get to know yourself better.
It's awesome that she's using her platform to talk about these things and educate more of us on this.